frustration

remember that white room where all our personalities were killed. they locked another one there. plain white, soft light, cold marble walls, heavy air, artificial light coming from nowhere and of course that deep silence that drove us all crazy.

there’s something different this time. stones. they’ve thrown some little usual stones on the floor.

at first she didn’t notice them. seconds drained from wall to wall, from ceiling to floor, like the Chinese drop. no books, no paintings, no photos,, no window, no doors, no dust, not a single spot of dirt. no clock to measure the time dying in there … just the stones, that started capturing her attention. as time passed their presence there began to obsess her. it seemed that they multiplied from day to day. every time she walked past them it hurt, and it started hurting terribly. deep wounds opened in her soles, on her hands, on her feet, on her whole body, as she repeatedly stepped, sat and slept over them.

disappear … no, the stones won’t disappear, until a complete psychosis suffocates her mind.

everything in the room seems infinite, time, space, pain … it depends on her now to cut everything short, to erase all the things that keep her locked in there, to draw a new door and get out.

I’ll let her out if she forgives herself.